Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Deep Expression
Staring aimlessly, unwilling to think
with numb, empty mind
That always be
The blue sky with whitish clump of clouds
What a beautiful sight!
Greenish plants and buzzing insects
All live by a rhyme, the natural law
Subhanallah!
Long I sit,
Viewing the past, previous memories
Suddenly come to me, "Why?"
Enough, that's God's matter!
Lonely,dolefully and hopelessly
All combine to become one
An unexplained emotion
Wishes and hopes
since the PAST, or the present
All had been unnecessary
All had been a waste
All seemed beyond the reach
All seemed impossible.......
The question here is,
"Are they already in vain?"
Deep breath, eyes closed
"I don't know...."
Words deep from my soul...
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Issue concerning pronouncing God
It somehow debated in our society whether it is legal to state “oh my God” when yelling or anything else. Most of the people simply reacted to that by stating that is illegal. Why? They claimed such yelling seems similar to how Christians’ yelling. In addition, they also simply refer the word my God in English as the Christianity God. To me, such judgment is without proper religious knowledge. How can if we just stating “oh my God”, then it is illegal just because of that seems similar to Christianity? I say, no! That’s not illegal. People, observe carefully. God means God. While God refers to ALLAH. Try searching in any academic source about the word God. What we will get is God is the Supreme Being, the Ruler of all universes. In certain sources, God directly refers to ALLAH. What about ALLAH? Again ALLAH is God, the Supreme Being, and the Creator of the universe. Some dictionary stated ALLAH is the name used by Muslims to refer God. So, what we can see here is that God is ALLAH and ALLAH is God. No different. The word “rab” in Arabic refers to God, “Tuhan” in Malay is God and God is ALLAH. Again no different. Thus, why people claim it is illegal to yell “oh my God”? Just because that is in English, then it was blamed as imitating Christianity? No!! How about mualaf who are non-Malay and speak English? It is sinful for them to say “oh my God”? No. Masya-ALLAH. ALLAH is The Compassionate and The Merciful One. He will never forbid people to pronounce his name. ALLAH is not that cruel. There is no any sin of saying that. I think there is no any reference in Al-Quran or Hadith stating that is illegal. Is there is any fatwa stating that is illegal? No.
Islam is the religion of toleration. Islam is the way of life for all humans. Islam doesn’t care any different in language, race and culture. The most important thing is the faith toward ALLAH S.W.T. Nothing in the world is better (power, wealth, position) than the good ‘iman’ & ‘taqwa’ to ALLAH Azzawajalla. ALLAH sees nothing on us but only our faith to Him. Remember that. Regarding the issue, it is not illegal to say “oh my God”. That statement is the same with “oh Tuhanku” in Malay. How can if we say “oh Tuhanku” is legal but “oh my God” is sinful? Both of them have the same meaning. Again, there is no any solid proof to prove that is illegal. If we say, “Jesus!”, “Holy Christ!” or “For Christ sake,” then they are all illegal as they directly and clearly imitating the Christians.
It must be noted that Christianity and Judaism worship the same God as in Islam. They also worship ALLAH. But they don’t pronounce ALLAH because ALLAH is in Arabic and the word ALLAH was taught by our prophet Muhammad S.A.W from Al- Quran. For information, the Judaism and Christian followers are referred in Al-Quran as “Ahlul-Kitab” or the People of Book. They are called so because their religions were based on Torah and Injeel but both of them were corrupted. In Judaism, God is too sacred to be pronounced as in the Torah the word God appears as YHWH. Difficult to be pronounced, the Jewish pronounce YAHWEH. In Christianity, the Christians also believe in the Jewish Torah which they refer as the Old Testament. Regarding the YHWH word, they pronounce it as Jehovah instead. For most of the time, they refer God as Lord. However, in accordance with the New Testament which includes the doctrine of Trinity, the word Lord sometimes may refers to Jesus Christ, the person begotten as son of God according to them. In English translation of Al-Quran, the word Lord is used alongside the word God to refer ALLAH. Basically what we got here is that Yahweh, Jehovah, and Lord are the same words referring to ALLAH Taala. Even among Arab Christians, they call God as ALLAH directly except that they believe ALLAH as God The Father of Jesus Christ. See? Three religions worshipping the same God!
In conclusion, it is very clear here that saying “oh my God” is not sinful or illegal. However, my advice is, don’t we know that Islam also teaches us a proper way of yelling? Instead of yelling “oh my God”, better we say “Masya-ALLAH”, “Astaghfirullahalazim”, Subhanallah and “Lailahailallah,”. That is better for us as Muslims. Yell using this way as we also might get reward as well as preventing people from misunderstood us. I hope from my explanation above would help to clear the misconception and confusion of most people out there, Insya-ALLAH.
P.S to readers: If my point of view and my facts above are wrong, please correct me with religious explanation. Thanks.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
New blog, my very own interests!
Friday, November 13, 2009
Relieve moment at last, thinking of new blog...
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
People, start thinking right now..
Anyway, here let us discuss our world today. Of course we all know our world now is nearing the Judgment Day. War, terrorism, secularism, social problems, violence, sinful & evil actions; all of these are the signs of our world is nearing the Judgment Day. Also, we can see that western culture dominates all over the world.( Near example; youth in our country). Basically, what I want to tell here is that secularism, entertainment(music for specific)), fashion & lifestyle, open minded thinking and all that rooted from the western(particularly from the American) are actually meant to weaken Muslims and Islam. Ever heard the term NEW WORLD ORDER? This term was popularized by the U.S government. What is the actual connection between this term and the things I've mentioned just now? Haha.. we will see that soon. Wait for the answer... I will further discuss this later on. Insya-ALLAH. I'm quite busy right now. See you all again. May ALLAH give me strenght to continue spreading the word of God's reminder to all, Amen..
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Happy celebrating Eid, everybody!

Assalamualaikum and greeting back comrade! ALLAHU AKBAR, ALLAHU AKBAR, ALLAHU AKBAR Walillahilhamd. Praise upon be ALLAH Taala, as He still allow us to celebrate Eid this year. If He deserved, maybe we already being invited to Rahmatullah. Alhamdulillah again, swine flu viral seems to slow down since the starting Ramadhan. Hmm.. quite busy since several days ago due to heavy workload (assignments). Anyway, here I want to take chance in this holy Syawal to seek forgiveness from everybody especially my friends and anybody who knows me. We are human.We are vulnerable to commit sins. Any unintentional flaw, mistake and crap thing done by me I hope will be forgiven. Sometimes, I simply unrealized that I caused others to feel irritated. Please, forgive me people. I didn't intend to hurt anybody's feeling. Maaf zahir batin, dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki....
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Nothing but.......????
Memerangkap dan merantai kemahuan diriku
Perjalanan ini, apakah yang ku cari?
Dengan kekaburan dan kekalutan yang menjadi duri
Kiranya aku lemas diarus realiti ini
Adakah dikau sudi untuk mengubatkan,
Frustrasiku ini....
Cinta..
Cahayamu amat ku kagumi,
menyinari alam yang kian menyepi
Cinta..
Pudarmu amat ku takuti,
meninggalkan jiwa, menangis sedih
Andai jadi igauan untuk memiliki mu,
Janganlah engkau cerca,
Inspirasiku padamu...
Maafkan kehadiranku dalam bicaraku tersentuh untuk menyinta
Dalam bicara ku sandarkan bersama harapan
Ku nyatakan cintaku....
Resah perasaan, tiada ucapan
Bisa aku lontarkan lantaran senyummu
Kala kekusutan, langkahku atur perlahan
Menikmati kepedihan rinduku padamu
Tapi itukah rindu jika aku yang terasa
Adakah lahir cinta ini hanya ilusi
Imaginasiku....
Cinta..
Cahayamu amat ku kagumi,
menyinari alam yang kian menyepi
Cinta..
Pudarmu amat ku takuti,
meninggalkan jiwa, menangis sedih...
Maafkan kehadiranku dalam bicaraku tersentuh untuk menyinta
Dalam bicara ku sandarkan bersama harapan
Ku nyatakan cintaku....
Hmmm... nothing special but my internal expression...
Happy fasting, everybody!
Another thing that I truly dislike with today's trend is that many people when at the middle of Ramadhan, they start to focus excessively on Raya. What sort of behaviour like that? Ramadhan is the month of blessings and forgiveness from ALLAH S.W.T where we need to struggle fighting our own lust. If we fast even not enough a month, and sometimes we invalidate our fast, but then still want to celebrate Raya extensively?? Shame,shame and shame on that kind of people. Raya is only for people who successfully fight their own lust, fasted fully a month and regretted and repented from their past sins. That is what Raya meant for.
Masya-ALLAH.... Let us make a new goal in this Ramadhan. To search blessings and forgiveness from ALLAH. Ramadhan is a truly great month in Islam. Even our prophet, Rasulullah S.A.W loves this month so much compare to the other months. Lastly, I wish everybody "Happy breaking fast" which stands "selamat berbuka puasa"....
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Swine Flu, H1N1, a test from ALLAH........
Ya aiyyuhalmuslimun!!! Ittaqullah!!!
1. Hey oo.. people and my friends! Let us strenghten our 'taqwa' and 'iman' to ALLAH by obeying all His commandments and avoiding His prohibitions. Verily the most good people among all of you are the people who have the good and strong 'taqwa' and 'iman' towards ALLAH Taala. There is no any people better than that on the eyes of ALLAH.
2. Remember! ALLAH doesn't see us through our appearance, but ALLAH sees us through our deeds, our 'iman'. However many people nowadays always focus on appearance. People, remember this. When we old, we no longer look like what we are right now. We will old one day, remember that. We can't deny that fact. Our golden era only once in our lives and and when we are old, get ready to face our dim era before we die. Beauty is not eternal to us as we all will old and die. Nothing lives forever because everything is not perfect. ONLY ALLAH IS THE PERFECT ONE.
3. People today mostly focus on worldly things ( money, rank, women...) Most of us forget the main aim of our lives. We live because of ALLAH. ALLAH doesn't create us for nothing, but He deserved us to worship Him, to obey Him. We thought that we can do anything with our lives?? NO!!!! WE ARE SLAVES OF ALLAH. We can't do anything we like. We are tied to our testament to ALLAH. (During the ' Alam Ruh', we already confessed that ALLAH is our Lord and we are His slaves. Automatically from that point, we are tied to ALLAH's rules) If we away and astray from Him, He will punish us painfully (Hell). But if we obey and abide Him, He will reward us with a very good reward (Heaven).
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Does anybody actually read this blog....?
Back to the main discussion. I saw the trend of revealing personal stories via blog is increasing.( especially among my friends ) It is no good, people. That is actually revealing your embarrasing side of your life to the public which in Islam is called revealing your own 'aib'. Think wisely. Don't we have our own pride or at least some sense of self recluse? Think, people, think! Others might misjudge us due to our act of exposing personal stuff. That can lead to fitnah! Beware my friends and people out there. In this world that is nearing to Judgment day, fitnah can occur anywhere widely and even can destroy a nation! Careful, people and my friends. I somehow wierd to see that blogs that reveal personal stories and scandals have so many followers. Masya-ALLAH. Even one of my friends with such blog has about nearly thousand followers! I don't know what to say regarding this. How people nowadays easily reveal their 'aib' without any feeling of self humiliation? I can't imagine that.
To anybody who ever read my blog, thanks. I truly hope any comment and critic from you people so that this blog can be improved better in the future. I pray to ALLAH so that this blog will always alive as long as He permits so, Amen.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Greeting back, everybody......
Assalamualaikum and greeting everybody. May ALLAH bless all of you. It is a long time since my last post. Alhamdulillah, praise upon be ALLAH, I was accepted into B.ED TESL in Uitm Shah Alam. Again, I meet with my old friends during Foundation of TESL but not all of them. Only several of them were lucky to make it into B.ED TESL. To the others, I wish you all good luck for whatever choice you made. May ALLAH guide you all to the straight path. To some of my friends that I'm no longer able to meet anymore, I seek forgiveness if I did any mistake and sin to any of you before this during the time we were together. Well, we are human and we are not perfect. There may be certain things that we might unaware of. But after all, forgive me for any mistake and misbehaviour( I think it is not too late for me of seeking apology) .
Regarding this blog, I think I will only write when I have ideas. I don't know. I often found myself lacking of idea to write something new. I submit to ALLAH. If He allows me to write, then I will write. Otherwise, there will be nothing. Sorry to say, I truly dislike writing about myself as I prefer to stay recluse. I simply dislike sharing my personal feelings to the public because I think that can lead to 'fitnah' and wrong judgment towards me. I stay with my creed," better be silent rather than to talk so much". When we talk so much until we can't recognize the wrong and the true ones, we are actually sinning. Remember, the satan will always do anything to instigate us committing sin. So, I decided that this blog will remain as what it is right now. This blog is NOT DEAD, but will be only updated according to God's will as well as if I have new and fresh ideas.
Any comment and critic is truly welcomed in order to improve and correct any flaw in this blog. May ALLAH give me strength to continue updating this tiny and insignificant blog. Ameen. To all my dear friends, I wish all of you good luck in studies. That's all for now.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Our actions.
Why I discuss about this? A moment when I think, this life is very difficult and every action lies its risks and consequences. Yes, of course we might consider that what we done is right but how about in the eyes of ALLAH Taala? Maybe we have done many sinful things beyond our direct conciousness. Or maybe, the things that we done are actually sins in the side of ALLAH without we knowing directly about them? May ALLAH forgive us for our unintentional sins. Remember, we all have knowledge and need to earn more and also to practice it. If we just waste our knowledge or we just stay in the 'jahil' condition, ALLAH S.W.T will punish us because we don't care the importance of knowledge. When we live in 'jahil' condition, the satan will easily influence us. The satan will do anything to distract us away from ALLAH S.W.T.
Hmm, when revewing myself for what I have done, I feel worry of myself what my fate will be during the Hereafter. I don't know this life is just hard as what I might not expect. I truly hope and pray so that my iman will be constant until my death but that is not easy. Oh ALLAH, I pray to You please never let me alone without Your light and guidance! I'm weak and not perfect. Please, guide me always to the righteous path until my death! Ameen. My friends, think wisely before doing anything. Remember ALLAH and the Hereafter. For whatever we do, we must be responsible. Remember that, always. This life is not all about now and the worldly things. This life also involves the Hereafter, the final and ultimate destination of soul.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Sudden change of mind, hidayah from The Lord.
My friends, remember this divine law of humanity....
- Ooo.. my friends!! Here I have an advice to remind all of you; it is called the divine law of humanity.
- Hey oo my fellow friends!! Remember why we are living now. We don't just appear on this world without any reason. Everything must have a reason why. Who are we? We are human. From where we come? Who created us? ALLAH S.W.T created us and from Him we come to this world.Why we are living in this world? That's it. We live to obey Him, to worship Him as He is the Lord of Universe .
- Remember, we are His slaves. We have no absolute right to do what we want freely. We must follow and obey Him. He provides rules and law and we must follow. No objection, no excuse. Again, we are His slaves. If we go against Him, He will punish us as we are disobedient. He is The Master, The King with absolute power. He created everything from none to exist. So as we. ALLAH can do anything He wants to His creations because He is The Creator, full of power and supreme authority.
- Remember again, we are His slaves, His creation. We MUST OBEY HIM. If we obey Him, He will give good reward. But if we disobey Him, He will punish us with painful suffering. That's the rule. Whether we like it or not, that is the divine law stated by ALLAH S.W.T The Lord, The only One. If we want to have good eternal life till to the end, follow and obey this law. Otherwise, get ready to suffer painfully at the end.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
At last, my final decision......
Saturday, February 7, 2009
My distraction and Love....?
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
The Cruel Jews.
The Jews still thought that they were the only chosen and beloved race of ALLAH. No. They are dreaming. Since they had committed two great sins ( please refer to the Al-Quran for detail ) which one of them may include the killing of the Prophets, ALLAH Taala cursed them totally. First, ALLAH destroyed the Temple of Solomon ( Haikal Sulaiman ) but was rebuilt. But again, ALLAH destroyed it second time and after that the Jews have no more worship place. In addition, ALLAH damned them as they attempted to murder Jesus ( Prophet Isa A.S ) but failed. Due to their stubbornness and wickedness, ALLAH S.W.T rejected and condemned them totally until the Day of Judgment. They will scatter all around the world and they will have no country. They will be hated by all the races in the world. They will be oppressed by the races around them. All that things had happened to them previously. Now, they have an illegal country on the soil of the muslims. And now they are on their peak and they do anything they like with little resistance from the others. Why this is so? ALLAH had stated in the Al-Quran that in the end of the world, the Jews will return back to their land but that return will be the last one before ALLAH eliminate them totally from the earth surface. That was ALLAH's promise towards the Jews. The first part had been fulfilled as what we can see now. We are waiting for the fulfillment of the second part of the promise; total elimination of the Jews from the earth.
Thus, we as muslims no need to worry too much regarding the wickedness of the Jews as they soon will be eliminated by ALLAH entirely soon in the future. Of course the path of truth favoured by ALLAH Taala will prevail forever. Remember, ALLAH will never brake His promise. Islam will win at last. Amen.
Note: For further detail and understanding regarding the story of the Jews, please read the translation of Al-Quran. I'm sorry if there is any mistake in my writting. The good things come from ALLAH while the bad ones come from myself.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Something to say......
Oh, God! This life is too difficult I feel.
But I know this life is full of false offerings,
Only the Hereafter is the true life.
I hope I will be able to equip myself with enough spiritual supply (bekal amalan soleh ),
So that Insya-ALLAH I will be among who receive salvation from The GOD.
Amen.
To all visitor, sorry for not updating this blog. I pray to ALLAH so that He will always guide me in updating this blog, Amen. Assalamualaikum and see you again....
