A minute to ....

Things seem very simple at first sight
However, they aren't
They are complicated
We take them easy though they are not that simple

Life, death, religion and ALLAH
They aren't separated
They always relate to each other
But we are the ones whom separate them
Why do this?
This life is temporary indeed
One day we will die for sure
Why we always forgetting ALLAH and His religion?
We live due to that
And we always forget this eternal fact
Which can't be changed forever
But most of us tend to deny this
Just for the sake to enjoy this "not so wonderful" world

It is good if we can always remember ALLAH
But sometimes we tend to forget Him even a second
Because we are humans, we aren't perfect

What a better life without sins
Living in full obedient to ALLAH's commandments
Peaceful indeed, very peaceful
Everybody! Repent to ALLAH from your sins with true repentance
Surely ALLAH will bless your life
And your mind and soul will become peaceful
O people! Return to ALLAH's path!
Don't wait any longer
Death doesn't wait even a second
Have a true faith on ALLAH!
So that we may be able to be among those who achieve eternal success
Ya ALLAH! Guide us to your path!
Amen...

Our Hope

Hope, wish and dream
We all got that
If not one, more
Usually more we got

We pray, we make effort
So hard we pursue them
We try, we chase
Then, not us to determine
ALLAH who determines

If He destined to get that
We get that
If He destined nothing
We get nothing

We plan, we decide
We strategize, we execute
But
ALLAH will determine the result
Yes or no
Got or nothing
All fall in His hands
No matter how good, how best, how precise
The plan, the decision and the strategy we make
Only He has the power
To give or not to give
If predestination said we will not get that
We will not getting that

If He does give
He can take anytime He wants
If ALLAH says:
Today we get it and tomorrow we will lose it
It will be
He has the power to give and the power to remove
Everything and anything

Put 1001 hopes, wish and dreams
Put how many we like
We will get only few of them,
Or one only.
Or none at all.
Lie if we say we can get everything we want
ALLAH will never give everything to you
Only some of them
Very few
The rest left us in despair
How incapable we are
As humans
How dependent we are to ALLAH
But we always forget Him
How can we deserve so many things?

This world is full of tests
Like mirage in the horizon
Full of lies and untrue things
Temptation and attraction
They all lie!
Lie! Lie! Lie!
We believe them 100% today
Tomorrow we will be frustrated by them
Because they all are lie
Sweet lie
Very promising in the eyes
But empty, nothing and useless actually

We know already
Our live to pursue worldly or other-worldly?
Worldly is full of lie and temporary limitation
Other-worldly is the eternal
Eternal of everything

Don’t just hoping, dreaming and wishing
Only in this world
Put them in the hereafter
ALLAH will give you better in the Paradise
Beyond imagination

So, work to pursue His heaven
If we want to fulfill all
Hopes, Wishes and Dreams

There I see...

There I see……
Empty and uncertain
The days lay ahead
Seem dark and blur
Nothing interesting in front
Everything seems useless

I walk
Here and there
Watching aimlessly around
The progress of the world
With empty mind
Nothing useful
Again

Day by day
Month by month
Years to come
There is nothing
No hope, no dream, no wish
All vanished already

Acting like nothing
But deep inside
Old torn wound
Still bleeding
Still painful

Empty it will be
Like this
If there is no more hope

Otherwise, until when?
Until when? Until when?
Till the day of the last breath?
Or, still there is any hope?

A Piece of Wisdom

Life in this world,
If just being filled with sins and lusts
What we got?
Pleasure, happiness, excitement? Yes we got all that but they are temporary
Hey, brothers and sisters! Until when we want to live like that? Until we already old?
Hah, that’s not wise, lads
Only want to repent when being old
If we die tomorrow, involved in accident, knocked to death by a lorry, then what?
Ha…. Get ready to suffer painfully
In the grave and during the Hereafter

Thought that only to recite shahadah is enough?
That’s not enough, must have good deeds
Also need of repentance for every committed sin
Still will enter the hell due to sins though already being a believer
A day in the hell equal to 1000 years in the earth
If being sentenced to live in the hell only 30 days
Try to multiply that with 1000 years?
Ouch! That is too painful to bear!
If being able to get out from there, but there still exist the sign of hell member
Need to get rid of that sign or otherwise don’t put even a dream
To enter the heaven
How to get rid of that sign? Need to find a well
What sort of well?
Kauthar is the name of that well
Where does this well is?
Only Rasulullah knows the place
How can we are going to meet with Rasulullah our spiritual leader?
We are very lazy to perform solat and even lazier to recite selawat to him
And also reluctant to practice his traditions (sunnah)
Think about it.

Living in this world is only once
But be careful, don’t just enjoy all the time
We need to have good deeds as well as preventing sins
Our heart must sincere and also clean
Arrogance, excessive show off and vengeance
They all are heart diseases
Get rid of all that
They all are the satanic instruments
They only meant to make us away from ALLAH

Our lust, we need to educate it
If we always fulfill our lust
That’s mean we follow the satan’s footsteps
Remember this, the upmost jihad
Is the jihad struggling with our own lust
Other people emphasize on jihad to combat here and there
But they fail to jihad against their own lust

Think about it ladies and gentlemen
Everyone got mind
We are not monkeys or chimpanzees
If we still refuse to think
Then, what else can be said?

Again, personal thought.....

Everything I see
While I’m sitting, standing or walking
All can’t be trusted
All can’t be believed
Especially the wonderful ones
Of which seem promising, demanding and attracting

I try to pursue them
I try to grab them
Patiently I wait to see whether they worth of achieving
Day by day, week by week
Patiently I wait to see if there is any breakthrough
I saw slight grasp of chance toward success
The moment of victory was close enough
But suddenly tide changed, sign altered
Everything went wrong out of sudden
Thing that was very close to gain is abruptly changing
They now appear to be impossible to grab
How matter changing!
So fast, quick and swift
Even at the speed of an eye blink
Everything changed like blitz!

Every hope went wrong already
Like wonderful night dreams they were
Very wonderful, promising and attracting
But when awake, they vanish just like that
Empty hope I describe them
Useless to pursue things like that

Change
Everything changes
People change
As their heart and mind change
And they often change
But me
I don’t change really
As I don’t easily change
As I don’t easily give up
Like how resilient my faith is
But they often change
Today and tomorrow they seem the same
Next week and next month they already changed
I always hope they will remain the same
But they tend to change
With the progress of time and situation
They always be

All these ruin everything
From the beginning to the end
Nothing can be gained
Nothing
Empty, empty hand, empty heart
But one thing remains
The past gain, the good old memories
The only thing I ever have
Which I treasure the most in my life
That will remain forever till my death…..
THE GOOD OLD TIMES…………………………

The Utimatum

Again I sit
Seeing the sky
It was bright and shining initially
Then it becomes dark and cloudy
Just like my heart

Numb, speechless, frustrated
Everything seemed impossible
When they all went wrong
When all predictions totally incorrect
When every waiting became worthless
When all of them in vain
What else left?
What else can be relied on with?
Nothing left eventually
Nothing at all…

Wishes, Hopes and Dreams
Since the Past and the Present
Wishes will always be wishes
Hopes will always be hopes
Dreams will always be dreams
They will always remain like that
No gain at all…
Even at the slightest grasp
Nothing eventually
Worthless, useless and hopeless
They all be already
No worth of hoping anymore
Only causing more pain and frustration
More towards them, more pain will be
Thus, what else?
Again, nothing
Back to the initial
Before everything laid on
The old ones...
If all these destined by God
What can be said by then?
Nothing, no comment at all
Why?
It is God predestination
No worth of rebelling
Human always inferior
No power to achieve something
As everything is in God’s hand
Only will get something with His permission
Or, nothing will be gained

The sky will never bright like before
It always will be cloudy
Like a soul already gave up hope
Forget them all entirely
They all waste
Useless to be waited anymore
Long road up ahead
Long journey await
Before everything vanishes completely
Then, I stand up
Disappearing into the horizon
And suddenly the clouds clumping
Here comes the rain
The Earth wet of the rain
Just like the rain wetting my heart
My gloomy heart…

My deep personal expression...

Is it worth of the effort???

It suddenly came to my mind about this; does anybody actually visit and read this blog? Well I know that I had asked this before. However, I started to concern about this now. Why? For what reason I need to share and write my knowledge if there is nobody willing to read my blog? Sometimes I felt like doing something worthless…

Yes, yes I know my blog is boring and got nothing interesting. People today like gossips, controversies, personal stories and wind news. I hate all that stuff because they all can cause me to be sinful especially if they are all untrue. Instead of talking something useless and worthless, better I talk about Islamic thingy which is a mere of ‘dakwah’. I know that my Islamic knowledge is not that comprehensive but at least I want to contribute something that is useful for people to think critically about it. People nowadays always lead their lives without thinking of their faith, their religious need. Most of them neglect that part and adopt western lifestyle as their main principle of life. What a waste like that….. What a waste!! Pursuing world without taking along religion. Haha… life when we are young is very sweet… Full of glory, fame and style as we are still young, strong and good looking as well. However, how about when we become old? Still want to be like young people? No, no, no man. Come on, lads. When we old, we are weak and no longer look good like before. People also will no longer care about us anymore like before. Open your eyes! This life is once and we will not forever young and we will become old one day and eventually we will die. Life is not beautiful forever… One day we all might fall though today we achieve glory. Remember that. If today we neglect ALLAH, then ALLAH will neglect you tomorrow. It seems many of us got this kind of mentality; “No need to worry. Today we enjoy. When we become old, then only that time we will start doing all the religious thingy,” Fool. Foolish mentality ever. (Don’t get offend by my statement. It is just my point my view. ) Why I said so? Man, we don’t know when we are going to die. If we suddenly die but we are unprepared for the Hereafter, will we be safe during the Judgment Day? No man! Think about this deeply lads. Any time ALLAH can take our soul. Be prepared for that.

Enough with my sermon. Back to the main point. I know nobody read my blog. OK, by then. However, I will keep writing and sharing my knowledge no matter people want to read or not. I don’t care. I hope at least my tiny effort to enlighten people will be rewarded by ALLAH Taala accordingly, Amen. Till the next time, we will meet again, Insya-ALLAH.

Long time no see....

Assalamualaikum and welcome back everybody! Alhamdulillah, we still alive and healthy at this moment. Hmm... what a very long time since my last post... I no more longer live at the college as now I used to live at sek. 17, Shah Alam. Since then, I rarely got the chance to go online. It will be very seldom for me to update this blog.
Anyway, this blog is not yet dead so as my another blog. Whenever I get the chance and idea, Insya-ALLAH, I will add new posts. By this moment, I got nothing to discuss as recently I'm always busy. Till the next time, we meet again with more topics to discuss, Insya-ALLAH..