A Piece of Wisdom

Life in this world,
If just being filled with sins and lusts
What we got?
Pleasure, happiness, excitement? Yes we got all that but they are temporary
Hey, brothers and sisters! Until when we want to live like that? Until we already old?
Hah, that’s not wise, lads
Only want to repent when being old
If we die tomorrow, involved in accident, knocked to death by a lorry, then what?
Ha…. Get ready to suffer painfully
In the grave and during the Hereafter

Thought that only to recite shahadah is enough?
That’s not enough, must have good deeds
Also need of repentance for every committed sin
Still will enter the hell due to sins though already being a believer
A day in the hell equal to 1000 years in the earth
If being sentenced to live in the hell only 30 days
Try to multiply that with 1000 years?
Ouch! That is too painful to bear!
If being able to get out from there, but there still exist the sign of hell member
Need to get rid of that sign or otherwise don’t put even a dream
To enter the heaven
How to get rid of that sign? Need to find a well
What sort of well?
Kauthar is the name of that well
Where does this well is?
Only Rasulullah knows the place
How can we are going to meet with Rasulullah our spiritual leader?
We are very lazy to perform solat and even lazier to recite selawat to him
And also reluctant to practice his traditions (sunnah)
Think about it.

Living in this world is only once
But be careful, don’t just enjoy all the time
We need to have good deeds as well as preventing sins
Our heart must sincere and also clean
Arrogance, excessive show off and vengeance
They all are heart diseases
Get rid of all that
They all are the satanic instruments
They only meant to make us away from ALLAH

Our lust, we need to educate it
If we always fulfill our lust
That’s mean we follow the satan’s footsteps
Remember this, the upmost jihad
Is the jihad struggling with our own lust
Other people emphasize on jihad to combat here and there
But they fail to jihad against their own lust

Think about it ladies and gentlemen
Everyone got mind
We are not monkeys or chimpanzees
If we still refuse to think
Then, what else can be said?

Again, personal thought.....

Everything I see
While I’m sitting, standing or walking
All can’t be trusted
All can’t be believed
Especially the wonderful ones
Of which seem promising, demanding and attracting

I try to pursue them
I try to grab them
Patiently I wait to see whether they worth of achieving
Day by day, week by week
Patiently I wait to see if there is any breakthrough
I saw slight grasp of chance toward success
The moment of victory was close enough
But suddenly tide changed, sign altered
Everything went wrong out of sudden
Thing that was very close to gain is abruptly changing
They now appear to be impossible to grab
How matter changing!
So fast, quick and swift
Even at the speed of an eye blink
Everything changed like blitz!

Every hope went wrong already
Like wonderful night dreams they were
Very wonderful, promising and attracting
But when awake, they vanish just like that
Empty hope I describe them
Useless to pursue things like that

Change
Everything changes
People change
As their heart and mind change
And they often change
But me
I don’t change really
As I don’t easily change
As I don’t easily give up
Like how resilient my faith is
But they often change
Today and tomorrow they seem the same
Next week and next month they already changed
I always hope they will remain the same
But they tend to change
With the progress of time and situation
They always be

All these ruin everything
From the beginning to the end
Nothing can be gained
Nothing
Empty, empty hand, empty heart
But one thing remains
The past gain, the good old memories
The only thing I ever have
Which I treasure the most in my life
That will remain forever till my death…..
THE GOOD OLD TIMES…………………………

The Utimatum

Again I sit
Seeing the sky
It was bright and shining initially
Then it becomes dark and cloudy
Just like my heart

Numb, speechless, frustrated
Everything seemed impossible
When they all went wrong
When all predictions totally incorrect
When every waiting became worthless
When all of them in vain
What else left?
What else can be relied on with?
Nothing left eventually
Nothing at all…

Wishes, Hopes and Dreams
Since the Past and the Present
Wishes will always be wishes
Hopes will always be hopes
Dreams will always be dreams
They will always remain like that
No gain at all…
Even at the slightest grasp
Nothing eventually
Worthless, useless and hopeless
They all be already
No worth of hoping anymore
Only causing more pain and frustration
More towards them, more pain will be
Thus, what else?
Again, nothing
Back to the initial
Before everything laid on
The old ones...
If all these destined by God
What can be said by then?
Nothing, no comment at all
Why?
It is God predestination
No worth of rebelling
Human always inferior
No power to achieve something
As everything is in God’s hand
Only will get something with His permission
Or, nothing will be gained

The sky will never bright like before
It always will be cloudy
Like a soul already gave up hope
Forget them all entirely
They all waste
Useless to be waited anymore
Long road up ahead
Long journey await
Before everything vanishes completely
Then, I stand up
Disappearing into the horizon
And suddenly the clouds clumping
Here comes the rain
The Earth wet of the rain
Just like the rain wetting my heart
My gloomy heart…

My deep personal expression...

Is it worth of the effort???

It suddenly came to my mind about this; does anybody actually visit and read this blog? Well I know that I had asked this before. However, I started to concern about this now. Why? For what reason I need to share and write my knowledge if there is nobody willing to read my blog? Sometimes I felt like doing something worthless…

Yes, yes I know my blog is boring and got nothing interesting. People today like gossips, controversies, personal stories and wind news. I hate all that stuff because they all can cause me to be sinful especially if they are all untrue. Instead of talking something useless and worthless, better I talk about Islamic thingy which is a mere of ‘dakwah’. I know that my Islamic knowledge is not that comprehensive but at least I want to contribute something that is useful for people to think critically about it. People nowadays always lead their lives without thinking of their faith, their religious need. Most of them neglect that part and adopt western lifestyle as their main principle of life. What a waste like that….. What a waste!! Pursuing world without taking along religion. Haha… life when we are young is very sweet… Full of glory, fame and style as we are still young, strong and good looking as well. However, how about when we become old? Still want to be like young people? No, no, no man. Come on, lads. When we old, we are weak and no longer look good like before. People also will no longer care about us anymore like before. Open your eyes! This life is once and we will not forever young and we will become old one day and eventually we will die. Life is not beautiful forever… One day we all might fall though today we achieve glory. Remember that. If today we neglect ALLAH, then ALLAH will neglect you tomorrow. It seems many of us got this kind of mentality; “No need to worry. Today we enjoy. When we become old, then only that time we will start doing all the religious thingy,” Fool. Foolish mentality ever. (Don’t get offend by my statement. It is just my point my view. ) Why I said so? Man, we don’t know when we are going to die. If we suddenly die but we are unprepared for the Hereafter, will we be safe during the Judgment Day? No man! Think about this deeply lads. Any time ALLAH can take our soul. Be prepared for that.

Enough with my sermon. Back to the main point. I know nobody read my blog. OK, by then. However, I will keep writing and sharing my knowledge no matter people want to read or not. I don’t care. I hope at least my tiny effort to enlighten people will be rewarded by ALLAH Taala accordingly, Amen. Till the next time, we will meet again, Insya-ALLAH.